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    Thinking about baby personality

    I had a great week last week, but I’ve had very restless sleep this past week. Not sleeping is such a pain to my brain. I’ve been thinking about this and why I’ve had restless sleep this past week and I realize I’ve been having dreams this week every night. I’m not sleeping because my brain isn’t getting any rest. So, what is my brain thinking about? My dreams are non-coherent. But, I’ve been thinking while I’m awake in the day about it the last couple days. I still don’t know what my brain is thinking about, but I know what I think about while I’m awake. I’ve been thinking…

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    Miracles of Life

    For as long as I could remember, as a child, I always longed to be a mother. To have a family of my own. To have the happy nuclear family. I guess it was because I never had a nuclear family… My parents were divorced when I was two. But I had the love of my extended family along with my mom and my brother who have taught me the meaning of family. When I was 13 I decided I wanted to adopt a little girl from China after I heard about the one-child law there. When I was 25 I was told my chances of having children were at…